Remote Viewing, Psychic Abilities & Self Development

A month ago I joined a Remote Viewing workshop and it really got me thinking. You see, I've heard about it before, again around 15-17 years ago I subscribed to newsletters on Remote Viewing practice. It somehow went over my head. They talked about various exercises but I never understood how, so needless to say, I quit.

This was also back at the time when I felt like I was the least psychic person on earth, another failed attempt at developing my skills, I thought. I tried pendulum, didn't work either. Scrying? Felt like I just hurt my eyes staring at the water surface or the black mirror (I tried again with an obsidian mirror a decade later or so). People told me I had the ability, but I could never use it so in the end, I just said to everyone that I wasn't psychic, stop asking!

My healing clients seemed to think I was psychic as well, because during healing sessions, I could feel things, so naturally they asked me for more insights, and that's when I would say that I'm not psychic and would end the conversation. It was really frustrating, annoying to say the least. But what about Tarot? You gotta be pretty intuitive to do Tarot readings, right? Well, to be completely honest with you, sometimes, I felt like words were just put into my mouth, and I only realize what I said after I've said it. Also, I've been doing Tarot long enough to see the patterns. Frankly, we humans go through similar life experiences, regardless of who we are and where we are. We experience birth, love, anger, illness, and other human things, and Tarot picks up the theme, the energy in your life, and with a few cards to form a picture, I get the pattern of what is going on. Of course, in recent years I have been getting more intuitive/psychic messages during the session that are not on the cards too, especially when I do the long sessions, Also I meditate beforehand to see if anything else would come through before the actual session, but I'm at a different place now than I was back then with my intuition and psychic senses.

Back then, I felt like a mess. I would get premonition and even prophetic dreams, dreams have always been 'the channel' for me as long as I remember. I've been pretty good with them, and Tarot. Now and then I would just know things but I couldn't 'channel' anything properly. That was my frustration. I spent years in sweat and tears battling the feeling that something was wrong with me, no courses could help me either. Each one of the courses left me in a worst emotional state than the previous one, it was slowly engraving the information in my mind that I was hopeless. Long story short, as it turned out, I simply operate differently. As soon as I understood that, things began to make sense and I found my path and how to develop it further.

I want to break a few things down so that if you're on the same path, this might save you time and give insights to how to develop yourself even further!

First, let's start with my mom issue. I got a few but we'll focus on one, and don't worry, I've worked most of the issues out, if not all, so I'm good now, but let's get back to what happened in this regard. My mom is clairvoyant. When anyone asked how she saw stuff like ghosts, she would like something like 'I see them like I see you'! So for the longest time, I thought you would see things with your physical eyes. How wrong I was! And since my mother is religious, the only answer she would give you when you want help is 'go pray!'. Sometimes, it was obvious she thought God gave her the gift, and God did NOT give me it. I mean, she told me that her sight was a gift from God and me using Tarot is witchcraft and I was going to hell. Thanks, mom!

So that was a dead-end. Now, I turned to my father, I have always been closer to him than mom so back when I still wanted parental advice, I would go to him. In a way, he encouraged me to keep developing my skills, he said he knew I had a lot of talents that I needed to develop and he was sure I had some psychic abilities. At the same time, whenever I got a feeling about something and gave him (and mom) a warning, did they ever listen? He said I didn't 'see' it like mom did, I couldn't have 'known'. Or then, I was just a child, their child, and parents know better, right? I remember warning them about something regarding their business probably 30 years ago, no they didn't listen, and the loss was so bad they had to quit. Luckily, my father had another job that paid quite well so we survived the crisis. You think they'd listen to me after that? Nope, and still no... All of that should have proven that I know things, but it didn't, what stuck with me was 'I couldn't have known' and even if/when I did, no one would believe me. This alone is probably enough to give most people years of therapy, to sort it out.

So I'm on my own! At one point, my father and I had a discussion on the Javanese magic coins. In that region of the world, anyone in magical circles would have heard of the magical coins that render their owners psychic abilities. Dad claimed that mom had one but she would never show it to anyone, and when I asked, she even changed the topic. Again, no help there. Curious and determined, I thought I'd try to find one to see if it really works. I've made a post about this on my social media. Long story short, I ended up with 2 ghosts and a coin with the type of energy that it took years for me to give it healing and cleaning. Well, the path of magical objects didn't seem to work out for me either! At this point, a lot of people would probably need exorcism on top of that 'therapy' with parent issue... And still I plowed on...

Back to me, myself and I! I'd given up on this whole psychic things more times than I could count. I'd walk away from it but I kept coming back to it as well. Maybe I'm too obsessed, I couldn't let go, or maybe something in me knew I could do it but I had to find my own way. And my own way is about knowing myself and understanding how "I" operate. It took a few more years to figure out and observe, learn, experiment, all on my own to see how my system works.

You see, when I speak to other psychic people they tend to tell me that they ask and then they see or get information or the information seems to come to them. I can ask a question in my head and I hear...nothing... I see ...nothing... Well, that was also dissappointing! Some said it can come through meditation. Well, when I meditate, I'm either trying to observe my thoughts or get to a more relaxed state, I'm working with my mind, no information comes in then. But, here comes the big 'but'! Over the years, especially after years of all sorts of visualization, one thing I've noticed that I've always get some sort of messages during visualization, I don't always see what I'm supposed to be imagining. I've already understood that visualization is a feedback feed forward system for me, I could try to send out signals to the subconscious mind or the universe with this method, by trying imagine and visualize things, but while doing so, I would also get the feedback simultaneously.

For example, back when I was so depleted and devoid of energy, and I was trying to 'radiate' love and light into the world, it wouldn't happen, I couldn't see it no matter how hard I tried. And I tried hard, to the point I began to sweat and my head was hurting. Later I realized that I needed to fill 'ME' up first, and when I tried the opposite, to visualize something that would be helpful for my energy, visualize receiving, it went smoothly. It took a while but I learned to understand my feedback and feed foward system, and then I learned to extract more details from it. Then after a few more years, I figured out that there is a spot, a mental one, that when I reach it, like when I go into visualization, before I visualize whatever topic for healing, I can then 'extract' information there and it has become my way of getting psychic reads, so to speak. I felt like I was on to something.

Then a few more years have passed and I joined another psychic ability training, this time, I already understand what it should or shouldn't be about, and how I work. The teacher seems to do something similar too, with going to a particular mental space, and it gave me the confirmation that I was, indeed, on the right track. It gave me such a confidence boost and relief that I nearly cried. The cry of relief, that I found my way, after all these years. And then I tried Remote Viewing. This time, I approached it with an understanding of what it is and where I am, not from desperation to see if I'm 'fixable', because I wasn't broken, I just had to find the right approach for me.

Now, what makes Remote Viewing interesting is that, while we are told and taught and brainwashed to believe that psychic abilities are woo-woo, the US army spent millions in the Stargate Project to study and then train remote viewers for psychic espionage! They would look up places and facilities, fascinating stuff, and this was back in the 70s. They say that (officially) the project no longer exists but who knows if they still continue it in some other form, or run by other units and sectors? If you think any government would invest that much money, and that many years (20 or so?) into something of pure fantasy, without getting some kind of results, you might want to think again!

So psychic ablities are real. While I still get a lot of hit-and-miss when I practice Remote Viewing on my own, when it comes to psychic readings for a client, so far I've been pretty good. And don't worry, I don't remote view anyone, it's unethical, besides, you can find websites with target pools for Remote Viewing practice, a much easier way to practice and get feedback. I know that I still have a lot to learn and I need to keep practicing but I have also come to understand that in the end, it's still about learning to know more about ourselves. Do we truly know the limits of our human capacity? Do we really know how much we can learn and achieve? And why do we put limits on ourselves? Whether with our own beliefs (or disbeliefs) or fear.

So if you want, take my invitation to explore more about yourself, your abilities, your gifts, your talents, learn and grow, for yourself. Let's make it a fun game of self development and see how high we can reach and how great or happy we can be! The best part is, there is no competition with anyone, it's just us exploring the wonderful things about ourselves and helping others along the way. What do you think?

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